I believe in fairy tales and miracles

 And some year ago I decided for the radical Transformation of my World. I moved away from the city to desolated spot. quiet far away and with large working space to PAINT AND TO PAINT FOR HOURS, rest and find a real peace!

As a multipotentialite- a human with a vast amount of interests, abilities, educational paths, professions (fashion designer, teacher, conservator, webdesigner, photographer, artist, costume designer, etc.) I immediately got involved  in a fair amount never-finishing projects, a wide range of accounts on social networks, planed 2 blogs about the fascinating topic "Art and the human mind” (), participation in  the e-course by Danille Laporte, "Fire Starters”,  to create a career that flows from the heart, while  9working on the new business form “Renesans Business” (already 6 months.. puff), being a morning participant in the online meditation group, I am living in a several place of residence, guest-teaching at the university, recording an E-course in the field of "Digital Textile Printing”, trying to improve the skill of making marmalades from wild flowers and plants ... creating a series of nature photography, sewing collections of trousers and bags from self-designed fabrics based on a series of photographs of" traces of the artist "created while painting ..paintings ...

And..with some great amazement I have noticed that:
 I do not have time… for my painting 

or photography

I noticed that my nervous system is tense to the last drop of blood, and rather begins to resemble an air baloon that will blow of any moment ...

 And so I tried to work more, isolate myself more, close social media, try a bit harder , work a little harder and more to get to that peace ... Requirements for how to achieve this peace  gro every day, as well as the  feeling  of moving away from it more and more..

 And suddenly ... I see that it's …. Me!!!’

Me and my past and my own desires collide with the power of the Present Moment.
 It is me and my developing courage to question every theories of "a successful life"  which I have ever believed in.

The commandos: "more, more-Quickly" and now ”less less-slowly" .. 

 Tangled my system.

 And when I finally turned to the Sea,
 to Slow me Down .. 

to experience the real peace..

It turned out that this very Real Peace ... well, it was just ... scary and confusing.

For the simple reason that  in the real peace!.. 
There is no way to avoid yourself.. 
and that the journey in to myself has just began!

Multipotentiality

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